Life in Mono

I have been hesitant to put my feelings in writing.
Typically writing helps me sort it all out.
I haven't been able to pin point why I can't write about it.
Until this morning.

It will be documented and that makes it more real.

God I miss you.
I am sorry for everything.

I wish I could hold you and undo all the pain I have caused you.

I wish that meant something more to you.